Anne Sophie was from town, called North
Bend , WA . She was 55 years old
female, single, religious and kind person. She was working as sales manager in Jimmy & Johnny kids clothing store
with co-worker, Peggy. Both ladies were happy
in managing this small and sweet clothing store. Their days were passed in assisting parents to
find right size cloths for their kids. For Anne, seeing kids’ delighted face
after getting the cloth they want was most fascinating thing in her life.
Anne was a religious lady. She used to attend Sunday service
at North Bend Catholic Church regularly and she was active member of group
called, Community of Peace. Community of peace’s objective was to advocate
gun-free society for non-violent and peaceful American society. They arranged
workshops at various parts of city to urge people to go gun-free. Anne was living quite fulfilled
and satisfied life, till 7/26..
On 7/26/2013 ,
one man has killed nearly 10 people in Columbia
mall. On noon of 7/26, Danial Kurbrik,
26 years old man, rushed into the mall and started firing his 12 gauge shotgun,
incessantly in all directions, killing 10 and injuring 27 innocent people. He
killed people, he did not know. People had no idea about the man who killed
them. They happened to be at wrong place & wrong time. Danial shot himself
after shooting.. Mysteries of his mind were gone with him…
This incident shocked Anne. Death of innocent people, makes normal human being sad but for Anne things were more personal. Columbia Mall was regular mall, like her mall. There was a connection. “How if some crazy person like Danial, gets into my Mall, into my shop and start shooting as happened in Columbia Mall ?? “ This thought shudder Anne.
As per his neighbors and friends, Danial was charming young man, who never hurt
anyone. He was frustrated mentally and on 7/26 he vented out his inner frustration
at Columbia mall, by killing innocent
people and killing himself. These sort of volcanic urges are supressed within
person. They keep churning violently inside and finally burst out. Turbulence of mind was hidden behind
innocence of his face.
After knowing this, Anne got more anxious “ How
if someone with, this sort of
frustration, suddenly come in front of me at Mall and start shooting me ???
“Fear has penetrated into her mind. She kept thinking about Danial and her fear grew stronger enough to impact
her belief system.
Anne started suspecting everybody. People passing through
her shop or . moving in mall, every body was on Anne’s radar. She stopped
enjoying kids’ delighted faces, rather focused on their parents’ attitude.
In this mental conundrum, she spotted Kevin. Kevin was young
man, working as janitor at North bend mall. He used mop the floor and collect
the garbage. He was reserved man and mostly avoided mingling with others.
Anne’s radar picked him. Anne saw him smoking (she never liked people smoking) and ” that janitor boy.. he never speaks to
anybody.… he is so awkward .. Is he OK !! what’s happening in his mind !!!
“
For Anne, Kevin’s sharp eyes, smoke-emanating lips and tense
face, it was trigger for greater suspicion “he
is looking everything so sharply.. look at his angry eyes.. Is he planning
something dangerous ??. what he is upto ??”Kevin finished his cigarette and
briefly looked Anne. Anne quickly turned her face away. Kevin left ,
leaving Anne burning in anxiety..
Days passed but Anne’s fear for Kevin did not dissolve. The
another day, Anne was heading towards her shop. It was sale-sunday and Mall was
full of people. Suddenly Anne saw Kevin coming towards her.. She tried to
change her way, but could not due to congestion. Kevin was approaching her with
same sharp angry eyes and intense wolfie
face.. As Kevin approached closest, he opened zip of his jacket and his hand
was pulling something from inner pocket…”is it shotgun “ Current of fear froze Anne’s whole body.. heart
started thumping very hard and senses shattered for a moment…
Luckily it was cigarette lighter.. Kevin lighted his
cigarette and disappeared in mall crowd.. Anne was exhausted by this horrible
incident.
When she reached office, she collapsed on chair. She talked about Kevin to Peggy. Peggy was as
scared as Anne. She described number of people she was suspecting to have
traits as Danial Kubrick. This has just added Anne’s anxiety
exponentially.
Anne could not sleep that night. Kevin’s sharp eyes, smoke
and intense face, bothering her. She got hallucination of Kevin rushing into
her shop and shooting vehemently… bullets piercing kids’ cloths….. Anne could
not bear this scary thoughts and she got drank heavily but incepted fear was
much stronger than Vodka.. .… Next morning she got up late and missed her
Sunday service at church.
Anne’s ingrained perceptions were changing and her belief
on gun-free society were getting feeble.
She was seeking protection.. “If he suddenly drops into my shop and start
shooting, how would I protect myself, my shop and my consumers ?? World has
became very dangerous and one has to protect herself… what should I do..
?? I can protect myself.. only if I have
…… GUN as Kevin had.. “
She stopped .. what the hell she was thinking !! Gun.. Anne
with Gun… whole her life she had advocated Gun-free society. She had written
numerous blogs against fire-arms and supported anti-gun laws.. and now she
wants to have gun for herself… “what rubbish” she thought..
But her mind argued
“ When society has
person like Kevin, Gun can protect you… if one of ten person killed at Columbia
Mall, had Gun, Danial would have been killed before he killed anyone.. If I
have gun, I can shoot Kevin before he shoots me.. “
And this thought stayed with Anne.. It kept re-occurring, no
matter how many times Anne tried to suppress it. Anne, fierce anti-gun
lobbyist, started liking idea to own gun for her protection…
Anne did not recognized that her gun made her safe, but made
world more unsafe..
Gun has entered into Anne’s house and it’s going to stay and
who knows in future, who is going to use it and how ???? . May be Danial’s
mother bought shotgun with same intension.. to protect herself… !!!!
An eye for an eye makes world blind.. is it true for Guns as
well !!
A gun for a Gun makes whole world _______ ?